Please stay with me, ♥

Too much, too much things for me to handle. How i wish i can be better, even mature
enough to solve disagreements and make people around me happier. It's really tiring to see problems appearing over and over again. Freak you, chinese and curriculum ! Why are you here, when we're supposed to enjoy our hols. Kay, next week's gonna end everything.

Cus' if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad.
Cus' I don't think I'll survive a goodbye again.

I miss S.D.H outing, A.D keep saying i've been doing presents ahh! After Chinese o's, we'll have crazy dates kay!

I hope every everybody will be happy forever and ever .
[: ;D xD :B birthday Awkword& Xiany!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

HAHAA. Yup, we celebrate Awkword's birthday today. Kay, we went Botanic Garden and...

1. Awkword really thought that we can't celebrate her bday until best retarded me surprised her with cupcakes. And her tears of joy!!(Realised she's real gullible) HAHAA;DD
2. Had pinic under the hot sun/ Blow bubbles/ Camwhore
3. Went back to town for drinks [:

May the pictures speak thousand words lolzx .

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do .

It's Xiany&Awkword birthday tmrw!! ;DDDD

Xiany, hope you've enjoyed yourself today!! [: High school musical rockzx yaye! xD Troy is cute lahzxzxz, still rmb that dumb B.C and A.D said he look like a duck! Tsktsk. Yup, let pictures do the talking eh. [:

All these time i've been chasing shooting stars, they never would stop for me.
What's the point, i always end up blaming myself for not being fast enough.
I wish i wish for them to turn back and recall my existence .
I miss it real badly......

♥ when you get lost,dont worry .
my love will get you home .

Two days ago was the start of hols! WOOHOO! HAHAA;D Those days when we escaped sch/skipped classes/ took pictures/ read storybooks/play cards were ;D xD ;B [: . We know we don't get to do all those next year, so let's play hard manzx!! Hee.

Okay, these days..

1. I get to read finish Best Friend's Girl. Nicegoodwonderful book hee! ;D
2. Attended Netball and Sl meeting.
3. Frantic rush to buy * and pretty much done.
4. S.D.H gathering at night, when we hunt for strawberry&choco crepes! xD
5. Friends coming over my housey [:
6. My brother went AvengeSevenfold concert but without me D:
7. Still sad that i don't think i can find job anytime now D: Then my camera how!
8. I need to study cheena, o's on 5Nov!!

Yup, tmrw's celebrating xiany birthday and next awkword birthday! Got to rush, bye! [:

Brought to you: Strawberry Banana Rice Cake. ;D

Time had passed, run away .
What happened to the happiness we had?

I felt i'm not being myself lately. I'm tired yet had been sleeping alot . Last night i slept at 9plus, self declared school start late on monday and woke up at 9plus morning too. Geez, whats gotten into me. I have been listening to this particular song all day too .

These few days school ends early as 1pm. Or is it just my illusion? HAHAA i don't know. Yupp. So yesterday after school, reindeer pork chicken best daught twin me went to watch Connected . Rate 3.5/5 for the movie, not bad lah. Reindeer like it alot hee.
Today went around town to buy * ;D and shopping!!
Daught lost her phone halfway through. But luckily it was found by some kind lady. Omg!! I saw that guitar pick necklace on her neck that i wanted it so badly DDDD:

It's deep and meaningless .

Truth is i'm done pretending,

I ♥ KazhuaI ♥ Kazhua I ♥ Kazhua I ♥ Kazhua I ♥ Kazhua I ♥ Kazhua I ♥ Kazhua I ♥ Kazhua I ♥ Kazhua I ♥ Kazhua I ♥ KazhuaI ♥ KazhuaI ♥ Kazhua I ♥ KazhuaI ♥ Kazhua I ♥ Kazhua!!

HAHAA, of course not the ugly cockroach, but the best class grp ever that have been accompanying me through the great years of my life. ;D [: xD Today's trip was a B.O.M.B! Because..

1. Just the thought of Kazhua union was [: xD ;D ;B already!


2. Though it rain and shine and rain, we had a fair share of playing frisbee, volleyball, swimming.


3. Horny banana guys were staring at hot babes and building artistic sand sculptures ahhhhh!
   
4. Bathe then head to Vivo, bought drinks over to roof and slack.

Filled with laughter and joy, it's some memorable outing i would want for more! [: Sad that retarded and bimbo can't make it cus' they are having bad flu. Get well soon kay. There'll be more to come! ;D

Life is a road that i wana keep going, love is a river i wanna keep flowing.

Oh and yesterday wedding was fantastic! HAHAA;D It started off that my bro have to go fetch his wife from her house.. He have to do lotsa crazy things to win the key to her room. Like wearing bikini to the top of the flat, drinking curry sauce, licking to melt the ice with the key inside... It was damn hilarious as we watched the video played during dinner. Had tea ceremony, was surprised that even siblings have to serve tea to the couple. So yeah, we were up there and go " brother drink tea!! sister in law drink tea!!" LOLZX , for that we have Hongbao too yaye! After went to Hilton where the stylist group was ready there to dress us up. Had those fake eyelashes glued, but it was rather uncomfy. Stayed around at the hotel then it was dinner! Food was fantastic esp cheesecakecheesecake!! Heehee. Now we have 2 whole cakes in our fridge. That night was beautiful, and may they last forever and long. [: Post up the pics as soon i got that from the photographer .

I've been staring infront of the monitor for good old 1o mins, and i dont know why.
These few days been energy draining. As if there's alot alot of things for me to rush.. Kay, i'm back from camp and went home to bathe & meet Best and Daught @ Queensway for * . And now, my house many people, relatives cus' TEN TEN TEN TEN!! Eve of my bro's weddingg!!! I'm freaking excited yaye! But i'm tired too D:
This camp is different from the others we had. It's much of the take-responsibility-of-yourself and a meaningful one. Had reality check and realised it wasn't that easy to achieve who we wanna be just by desire. Of course, we can't change overnight. But we've learned many from this camp. [:
I shall mention some highlights of the camp:

1. Had fresh chicken(which intestine/heart/whichever shitzx removed first) as a ball and throw around playing Captain's ball.
2. Gladiator where we throw water bombs at each other/territory, yaye fun!!
3. Endurance training, the time when we held close to each other, and not letting go of anyone despite the instructors trying to pull us away. That was the moment that makes us realised who really would stick with us no matter what happens-FRIENDS.
4. Black frog/toad and ugly crow visited our tent, eeeew!

"SHUT UP AND LET ME GO, HEY!" HAHAA[:
Awwwwwwwwwwwwww!! I'm so missing those people now DDD:

There's so so many things on my mind now..

1. Xian/"Awkword"/Best birthday is comingg!!
2. Chinese o's is coming but i forget when
3. I need i need to contact Vally asap for jamming craze!!!
4. My job search haven't started yet, for crying out loud!
5. My wallet been giving me signals that it's gonna be moneyless soon!!
6. Which means i have to ask $ from mummy, how bad! No, i should start to spend lesser.
7. But i obviously can't cus its post exams!! All the outings coming up i can't miss.
8. Kazhua/S.D.H outing to sentosa on Sunday, woohoo!!
9. I wanna watch 20th Century/Butterfly lovers/Nights in Rodanthe/High School Musical3/Winx club!!!
10. I have to pack finish my room and paint my nails really cus' of TEN TEN TEN TEN tmrw!!

Kaykay, i got to run! Have to entertain those people around. Bye!

♥& every night i miss you,
i can just look up& know the stars are holding you tonight .

Everyone is reading Twillight now hah. Edward, bella, edward, bella.. Nonono, before "awkword" starts promoting about it again. Kay, Pooh bear lend me a book- My best friend's girl to read today. I love the author- Dorothy Koomson. She tempts me to read more and more to know what's next hah. Prolly one of the book that i have confidence that i can manage to read finish eh. Recalling the previous one i manage to complete was some Winx club stories during my early years. You know, those cartoon fairies whom have special powers wow. Hee, i'm looking forward to the coming Winx movie with girls too yaye! xD
Next is, I think i need to find a job. So that i can earn a EOS camera with my own hands, instead of opening my mouth to ask for one from my parents. This way, i'll treasure it more. [:
Speaking of that, i can't find my water turtle in my bag!!!! It's till my mom ask me to drink more water, and i was searching for it in my bag. Then i realised it's missing!!! I asked Partner to help me look around in class alrdy, she said she didn't see anything. D: Gosh, sorry turtle it's less than 3 weeks since i use you. But i'll try my best to find you tmrw in school! Haii couldn't be Table partner or Bell kidnap it. Cus' normally when they hide my stuff away, their grins give them away. Ahhhhh!
Okay, i'm going for camp tmrw. Be back on friday! ;D
Those were some pictures from A.D blog:




Yes yes, strawberyy crepes! Got to be my favourite after i-scream brownie and A.D's addiction! [:

♥ You've got me thinking what exactly am i waiting for ,

Hihihi! Hee hee, i'm home early today. Cus i'm sick sick sick for crying out loud! D: But yeah, think i'm feeling better already after all the nice nice hugs from loves [: Today's cheena class is damn funny, thanks to "awkword" girl HAHAA! Oh, i can upload one of the pictures we took few days back. See her spastic smile!! XD Kaykay, can't wait to watch more movies with you guys, the 20th century yes? [:
And my chem paper, i got 50 right on the dot to pass lolzx. Oh well, we tried to study.. Aite i don't feel like going school tmrw lah. D: Think there's Biology field trip and netball. Skip skip skip. I want everyday to be like yesterday HAHAA. Like though we skip 3o mins of the movie, cus we're late. But the movie Eagles' is 100% exciting!! Yeah, how cool is it that a computer can manipulate people's movement and make them obey hee. After that, we finally had our S.D.H together yaye! We dine in at Fish&Co. Black pepper stingray was good! Then walk down to Heeren, and settle again at N.Y.D.C for my fav. brownie!!
Geez, my head's spinning and spinning again DDD: Roar!

Love me like there's no tomorrow,

I am very very very tired zZZ . I just packed my closet and a section of my cabinet, quite a accomplishment heh. [: Ohmygod, can't believe i'm so childish last time. I have all the series of Kids Company magazine monthly from Jan 2001, to Jan 2002, each cost $5 how much will it be in total? Oh and i realised i've collected my baby teeth in a small container, lolzx waiting for tooth fairy to come izit. And i found back my CD player. It works, and i feel it sounds much better than those MP3 we have heh. Okay any volunteers kindly wanna help pack my room? xD

Out with bimbo, daught, retarded to flea in the day. Pretty much gains, bought 3 tops i like. ;D Oh and the Crepes at cine was heavenly. Effing effing sweet tooth ;D

I'm loving my life to the core, really do. It's all about "kay, where should i go have fun next?" And enjoy quality time with friends and family. Yaye manzx! Those days where you can keep your mind off those work and have fun, really really must cherish. [:

Tmrw got my brother's bridal stuff.He's getting married this 18Oct! ;D Then aft that, yaye yaye!I'm going to watch Eagles' tmrw with daught, retarded and maybe bestfriend! Bimbo said it's nice. ;D Perhaps S.D.H outing at night too [:

No, you won't do it for me .

Damn, there's school again tmrw!

I'm so HOLIDAY MOOD NOWW. Geez, and i couldn't stop it .

Okay, i had sl in school today. Learning tchoukball was a new experience. Poor bimbo got wacked by the ball how many times eh heh . After that, went to Vivo and Bugis with sls. Shopping shopping!! HAHAA;D

Omg, it was really nice catching up with Mr shi bu shi lolzx. As we look back at the pictures we took during sec2, the stupid videos we took for lit play and everything.. I seriously miss them badly. Geez, i really feel that i've change alot. Good or bad it is, i feel that all those memories are really significant and important to me. We cried, we laughed, we did crazy stuff together, all of them accompanied me through the process of growing up. The way i'm feeling now is beyond apprehension. Even how occupied i am with work or down with problems, just think back of how simple things used to be, how easy genuine happiness can be found, i'll be relieved. Not trying to mean anything, but i really really miss 2D . Awwww.

You guys promised, 2D chalet again end of year. I'll really believe and look forward to it!

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
OVERRRR OVER OVER NO MORE PAPERS!!! HAHAAA!
I don't know how !@#$ happy i was, the moment i hand up my last paper. Geez, best day of my life. Well not exactly, but it was really a relief. Yada. Hmm. All the science paper were difficult to me. It's either i'm haywired, or i got the facts all mixed up, or i basically just dont understand the paper. And my stupid maths paper, i didn't notice the edited question, and yeah did the whole wrong question like 1om gone. -.= But who cares! It's over over over hahaa.
Been with S.D.H these days♥ Let's see:
On friday, we went to watch House Bunny, that movie was really great hah! Followed by Holland at night .
On saturday, we went Great world to study till 1am as Macdonalds close for the night. Then went A.D house stayover.
On sunday, we went Vally point& my house to study. Oh and visit the flea market nearby! But no reaps.
On monday, bio paper was horrid seriously nightmare. Back to Valley point to mug at night.
On tuesday, which is todayy!! HAHAA. Wrote all the rubbish&blanks for Chem paper, cus i only focus on Organic chem so yeah didn't know how to do quite the rest. For Amaths, it would be fine if i have the energy to really attempt those questions but i'm just too lazy to crack my brain cus it's the last paper alrdy! More blanks lolzx. After paper, woohoooooo! Fly to towwwn, dine at Hongkong cafe, shopping at Fareast! Oh my life is coming back yaye yaye! ;D [: xD

Don't miss me when i'm gone .